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sibu

2007-06-02T14:42:00.000+08:00

hey, so i'm back in sarawak. i miss subang and everyone there! miss being there with u guys.. hope this makes u feel like ur here with me. gonna start updating this blog more, took lotsa pics, will post them all up soon =) here's some pics i took at my grandpapa's place in sibu.. pretty, but not much to do,,

door to the gardens

the waterfall thing

sibu sunset

the upstairs

the downstairs

The front of the house

went down with my mom n uncle by car, pretty long drive. stopped by in sri aman for a relative's wedding the first day down, met some relatives i've never met before. overall, an ok trip =) was thinking mayb i'll make a diff blog, feel like smth new. will keep u guys posted =)

sleepy.

2007-02-05T16:52:00.001+08:00

pic from my phone

the dial thing we were using (using M's phone)

took these pics for our physics report, so thought i'd post them up too. i was actually texting someone in the 2nd pic, but can't see it from here. hehe. life's been busy, AYA Fest is over n Sonicflood's leaving today.. it was great btw, had a blast =) back to classes and Unplugged Valentine's coming up next week.. getting all the acts together now. owh yeah there's 2 more ppl in our group, Alex and M. tht's Gun on the left, robby on the right. lil sleepy now, just back from coll. don't know how many ppl still read in here, seems kinda dead, but a lil promo:

Unplugged@TheHub

place: The Hub (3rd floor above AYA cafe, opp taylors main campus)

time: 8-10pm

Valentine's Day

hrmm. b there, or... be.. square?

Blue Skies

2007-01-20T22:45:00.001+08:00

here's a great pic manda took in a place near southgate, melb. they had a sneaker convention too tht was cool, but no pics allowed =P man, i really love music. haha! random :) but i'm trying to cut down on my randomness! was listening to: Strays don't Sleep - For Blue Skies. i think its the song, and the rain outside, but i'm homesick :P

misses

2007-01-20T22:30:00.001+08:00

i miss, i miss u. i miss smth. i miss u mit, my pet bro. i miss kuching; darn i wanna go back. i miss melb; beautiful, fickle-weathered melbourne. i miss my dad. pa, i haven't seen u in ages. aurgh. i worry sometimes that i may miss the chance.. to do anything. the things i haven't done. to say the things i should say.

feeling a lil sentimental. ppl search for a simple life. i miss.

melbourne

2006-12-14T16:51:00.001+08:00

things i thank god for for these next few weeks:

sweaters
good face n body cream
conditioner tht makes my hair not tangle no matter how strong the breeze
maxis roaming
good straight-cut skirts

haha. landed in melb early sun morn, manda fetched me from the airport =) i was spose to meet her out by the curb, but i din realize melb airport had 3 different curbs to wait at :P haha. it was a kinda 'hrmm' moment, cos din have her phone no. lol. i ended up sitting at a bus stop and proceeded to try n crane my neck such that i'd have a view of all 3. she found me after a while ,thank god =) we ran to give hugs.

headed to my bro n sis's place in the city to leave my bag. man, it was great, missed them both =) spent the whole day out till evening shopping around myers and melb central with manda, and i'm just overwhelmed by how good it is to just hang out with that old childhood friend again and gabbing bout the yrs passed. noticed everyone's super friendly here, from the shopkeepers to the guy behind that sushi thingy we stopped by for lunch. headed back after to meet my bro n crashed a bit, then he brought us to planetshakers. met his new girlfriend too n she seems sweet =)

second day in melb: woke up way too early considering the lack of sleep on the plane (turbulence) and the long day out the day before, and went to manda's place in the suburbs. took me out to see some unis, think mom's still trying to get me to study here. haha. it was real freezing tht day, real windy n cold. i kinda love it tho, the winds. strong n cold n dry. not like the steamy humid ones back home. unfortunately, wore a skirt out tht morn, pleated =P darn. haha. had some close calls there. met jon for the first time in yrs, n he's grown so tall! n his voice is so deep now.. i said 'hi' from around the corner n i hear a super bassy 'steell gaught ur hawlf-elf voice, oi see' (imagine with thick aussie accent). hehe. how the yrs go by!

anyway, in brisbane now, headed down late tues nite. went to the gold coast on wed, and it's kinda sad tht we went all the way there n din even get to touch the sand.. apparently no one goes out on the beach then cos it's so scorching hot. i was gonna go whattheheck n run out on the sand, but my sis locked the car door n called me nuts. hehe. oh well. nth'll stop me at the sunshine coast tmr.

Changi

2006-12-09T17:30:00.000+08:00

standing at the free internet access coms in changi ,got about 4 more hrs to go for the next flight.. can't wait to get to melb! can't wait to see manda, who's fetching me there =) it's been ages girl. haha k my usage time's running out, will post up pics from there.. merry be-earlied christmas ppl!

DVDing

2006-10-25T13:20:00.000+08:00

hey! not sure what's wrong with my com (? or mayb internet?) but can't post up stuff on my chatterbox.. hi merlvyn! u r the first =) and lilian. hehe

having raya break now, but start classes again tmr. having a pretty good time this hol, n tracy's back =D great having a roommate again, someone to stay up talking with, ask opinion bout smth dumb, or just have dvd marathons with. hahah. watched troy for the first time the other day.. brad pitt! and there's a place for eric banna somewhere up there too. hehe.k,

Happy hols =)

a

2006-10-14T10:51:00.000+08:00

darn. should've kept the chatterbox

games

2006-09-01T15:10:00.000+08:00

wow.. just got back from class. sore muscles =P had lotsa ACTSgames pracs the past 2 days. it feels kinda good tho, cos haven't played all these games in a while. fun =) hehe. had PG futsal late wed night. only 5 of us came, but really had a good time trying (haha, trying) to play n doing all those excercise stuff elsa was teaching =) next morn got to summit early for cheerleading prac. haha shirley's stretching routine was.. wow. an activity in is itself. elsa n bryan choreographed the routine, so spent morn learning the steps n practicing cheers. had lunch n went home to rest a bit. there was paintball, but wanted to do a lil reading for a test today.. haha but should've just gone =P cos the test was really simple.. n ended up sleeping till netball anyway, so it's ok =) it was good! jessica taught us the rules n we played a couple of games. court was kinda slippery from the rain before tht, so we were all kinda skidding around trying to get the ball =P haha must have been a pretty funny sight.. had a good time =) showered at michelle's, then to summit for actstream. got back kinda late. finished up the last of eng assignment n tht was the end of the day. hrmm. pretty unconventional way of celebrating merdeka ,but it felt like a saturday, so it's ok =) hehe .

food n i?

2006-08-29T17:58:00.001+08:00

i've got eng hw to finish by tmr, but not exactly sure what to do =P hrmm the assignment is, we come up with a question from the theme "food and i" .um... it's actually simple i guess, n its a topic anyone should b able to go on about. but, just can't seem to b inspired to write anything at the mo = l food? uhmm.... hrmm.

watched some gilmore girls with my housemate today. hehe. it's cute, but a lil.. run-on? the way they talk =P haha n just realized chad micheal murray was in it! (he was the kinda-obnoxious goodlooking guy from chilton).

meeting jac, ray n the rest at asia in a while.. better start writing =)

today

2006-08-25T18:53:00.000+08:00

Aspire for great things, accomplish and inspire great minds.

so, what makes ppl do what they do. what drives u? i guess lotsa ppl have thought this many times, cos the question's kinda cliche, but really, i wanna know.
camp was great =) new beginnings. had orientation the next day n classes. it's good =) i kinda like the new place n ppl . haha. it's raining pretty badly over here, i can hear it from my window, but the wireless hasn't failed yet... weee =D hehe.

so yeah, it really is quality over quantity, and there are some classics that will always be around/loved/seen. hrmm. this can apply to ppl, or.. inanimated objects? this is u. it's about realizing what matters most, what u really need and appreciating it (if u have it) . if u lost it.. .... ......... well. oh well =P there was probably a reason for tht too

`gotong-royong`

2006-08-16T00:51:00.000+08:00

hey =) i'm back. hrmm got the wireless up the next day (from the last entry) but been kinda busy. it's been a productive day (kinda, in a way) cos got some of my own stuff done. so what happened today? wanted to sleep in a bit this morn cos really tired the nite before, but mom woke me up .. called bout smth bout my passport n getting a visa.. hrmm. a lil foggy bout tht, but sounds important now =P tried to sleep after tht, but only for bout an hr more, then got up. had the sudden desire to sweep my room! haha. not like me! (reminds me of those pics describing gotong-royong in my old bm book. only there was no one to gotong-royong with) swept, swept, then cleaned the bathroom =D showered, then i pergi-ed to coll to get stuff for orientation mon. classes.. it'll be good to have a schedule again =) settled it n finally got to have breakfast/lunch! =D (was bout 3.45 then. was so eager to clean my room i forgot breakfast n lunch =P my stomache reminded me). went home after n read some chapters of a book. told myself i'd start on tht calculus book, but the novel was more attractive. suddenly realised michelle was fetching me in bout an hr n i was kinda zombie-ing by then (what's zombie in bm?) . slept a bit, but felt a lil troubled bout not keeping my promise, so got up n read a lil of tht calculus. managed one page then had to go. went to church to help reorganise/clean up. quite alot of ppl turned up n got lots done. now tht's gotong-royong. hehe. hrmm suddenly i feel tired of talking bout my day. feels kinda pointless now. haha. k, well i'll take it as a sign i should end now. nites =)

thanks pa

2006-08-06T17:40:00.000+08:00

wow. my blog is so dead right now =P been pretty caught up with stuff i needed to catch up with.. hrmm this is just gonna be a quick entry. my dad got me a new com =) really wasnt expecting it, but yeah, i got it yesterday n spose to transfer all my stuff over n give him back the old one by tonite.. so this is the last time i'll be typing from these keys. just having some probs connecting to the wireless on the new com, so prob wont get internet for a while. tried doing what aaron was saying in the car, but it din work =P darn. doing some quick downloading now. and spring cleaning. my rooms a mess =P kinda combo of after-finals, pre-kuching-packing n post-kuching-unpacking mess. summary : just a mess . thank God tracy isn't here to see it. haha. i promise i'll have it cleaned up before u get here

tribute: A levels, PM6

2006-07-20T13:25:00.000+08:00

hrmm kinda bored today. was surfing the net n reading some old fren's blogs.. some say blogging is the cyber expression of narcissism, but hey i think it's a good way to be updated with what ur frens are up to. found some pics on the internet. the heart:

became:

and

. hrmm .and put this one in cos it looked good :

post A-level freedom, feeling a bit nostalgic .

jac, vimal, isaac, jega n ray.. phillips, our class superman.. vernie, li mei, erica, farah, alia, tze sing: the girls tht left/transferred out (miss u girls!) .. su teng, ahsif, zhan wei, wei quan, yan shan, hong-kin-n-grace (they really do make up one name).. plentiful, der an, manvir: the guys who left.. adnan, our class rep.. kenny n jeffrey who mr lim/mr logen (?) keep thinking are the same person .. all u guys are awesome! =) PM6 would've been different if either one of u weren't there, or hadnt been there (those tht left) . miss u guys

"just do the right thing"

2006-07-15T17:50:00.000+08:00

Most of the time getting up the courage to start is the hardest part of getting to see smth happen. But cos theres a cause, u get it. its started, but knowing some things u wish u didnt n seeing some things u wouldnt ever want to see changes the whole perception of what u believe in (the cause). u still believe it, it just looks different.

Its good to know, but then again u can wish u didnt. if u didnt tho, the better thing wouldnt have a chance. but finding the irony of what hurts ur case the most roots from exactly what ur trying to sell sucks. It really does. Injustice makes Justice look bad.. n people twist things around too much. but if u believe in smth, make a stand, n stick with it. some ppl are bound to disagree with u, but thts ok. people will respect u more if u werent fickle.

john

2006-07-09T14:46:00.000+08:00

wow. just read my last entry =P can't believe i spent a whole post talking bout superman.. haha.

i hear her voice in the morning hours she calls me
the radio reminds me of my home far away, and driving down
the road i get the feeling i should have been home
yesterday, yesterday

- john denver

he used to be my fav singer when i was like 2? haha i remember standing at the stereo in miri, holding the cd cover with my bro, and hearing he died in a plane crash while singing "i'm leaving on a jet plane". not sure if it's true, but i believed it anyway. hehe.

the james marsden awareness campaign

2006-07-08T15:42:00.001+08:00

Hey =) so, finally got around to write smth for this blog.. hrmm. Today is sat. was my big sis birthday yesterday.. shes 25. tried calling a couple of times, but kept getting her voice mail. So smsed instead. Kinda miss her, n my bro too. U know all those times when u wish u were an only child?darn. its good to have siblings [most of the time anyway =)] miss u guys..

Hrmm. I think I should change my profile here =P been meaning to for a while, but kept getting lazy. Wanna make it a point not to procrastinate so much, but its the actual feat of procrastinating the procrastination thats hard to get out of.. haha. anyway, been on hols, n watched superman w some frens last sun =) Aidan said 50cent was more buff than he was, but mayb it's like tht slutty vs. sexy woman comparison.. hrmm n mayb i like being disillusioned.(sometimes - when i know i'm being disillusioned) . haha. i'll let u decide ;)

it was an ok movie, thought it was pretty sweet=) it's more of a chick flick, but i don't mind. Calvin fell asleep for 20mins during the show.. n missed the flying part! That was one of the sweetest parts of the movie, when lois steps on supermans feet n they kinda hover over the world =) hrmm. Superman. Wish he n lois ended up together.. james marsden's character does seem like a nice guy, but hes just not superman. haha but if lois really did leave him for the super guy, the under-dog supporting side of me would be sad too.

come to think of it, mr. marsden seems to get alot of those roles, e.g. the notebook, in x men3, kinda .. he's the good other guy, tht gets passed over for the hero. man, really feel for the guy now. haha. k, i realize i discuss pointless topics at times! i realize it's the point of knowing when to end a post! haha :) gnite

Prom '06

2006-06-30T11:35:00.000+08:00

the guys of PM6

me with mr. lim (chem lecturer)

this pic's kinda orangey.. at the dinner table: me, vernie, jac n isaac

finally got to upload some pics! there's actually more,but wireless keeps disconnecting n it's kinda annoying after a while. so these 3 were the only ones i could manage to get up.. hehe. will write more when i get back to kch =)

23/4/06

2006-05-14T18:17:00.000+08:00

daniel eng

ben with his bday gift from daphne

lucas n jason (at mandy's)

joel, explaining smth to..

(this is aidan)

..jason

sweet jovial, fell asleep standing up on amanda's shoulder hehe

hehe ok these pics were actually taken to put as contact photos for my phone (except the one in mandy's) so there's lotsa singled-out ppl shots. since don't really have the time to write here, making up for it with pics (u know the saying "a pic's worth a 1000..."). hrmm.....and, it adds color. yay =D

21/4/06

2006-05-13T23:31:00.000+08:00

the driver

aaron putting on his zoolander look (he calls it bruce steel?)

miss sophie trying to sell shirts (we went for a movie)

getting his drumsticks

ben in the car

hey.. haven't been blogging in a long time =P finals start this wed. some pics from my phone (they're kinda small tho) over the past few weeks. took a trip down to kl cos aaron wanted to check out some music stores.. went for a movie with tash n sophie after then PG futsal. will post more pics =)

mechanics

2006-04-29T18:35:00.000+08:00

hehehe. everyone's guessed who did the page design, so he's not so anonymous anymore. credits due to ooi ben shyen! =) thanks alot.. hrmm. i think it was the profile.. sounds too much like u .hehe =)

lately.. hrmm. maths. lots n lots of it. i'm actually starting to like it, it's kinda interesting. was gonna post up the malacca pics but it's lots n not much time to =P will put them up in parts. 18 more days till finals.. can't wait for it to be over, but wish it wouldn't come so soon.

check this out

2006-04-20T00:41:00.000+08:00

this web page design! awesome! amazing! but not done by me.. a good fren who's into blog designing, so wanted to do it up (he wants to remain anonymous tho). thanks! =D really love it. Hehe.

Hrmm. Lotsa stuff lately, but kinda sleepy now. Went to wan U n checked out the rock climbing centre on sun.. waiting till this coming sun to climb =) went to the salon with tracy n phebes on mon to get our hair done.. Tracy straightened, phebe n I curled. Yeah n the highlight of the week.. our trip to Malacca yesterday! Awesome =D will put up lotsa pics (n videos if figure out how) from lucas n Jason's cams. Haha. It was really fun =) but kinda tired dy.. had music prac this afternoon then checked out phones (thanks lucas n sophie!) n went to joanna's place.. gonna meet phebes to jog tmr morn. this hols is going really fast =P aiy. K, gonna sleep.. nites =)

wish. i wish,

2006-04-15T01:34:00.000+08:00

funny, I find it easier to be a better friend to some ppl comparatively to others. I don't do it consciously, guess it's the circumstances of how we met n whether we click.

got back to kch on mon.. man missed home more than I realized .hehe. met up with ches, anthony n howard today.. had lunch at some new place called Room 205 n went for a movie =) The show was dead boring n left half way, but had fun just hanging out n catching up =) lodge nostalgia crept up and really missed secondary sch life then. bleck. checked out tun jugah (some new stuff there) and found those pink shoes I've been wanting in vincci! Haha. Thought I'd never see them again after midvalley, then checking sunway, n it was gone .. but turns out the vincci in kch’s slower in stock n still had the shoes there :D yahoo!

planned to study when reached home, but after showering n all, had to go out again =P oh wells.. pretty sick of textbooks dy . hehe. che chung came to fetch me around 7 for our ta pau-ing spree, then jeong seng n met charlse at open air for white lady.drove, drove n ended up at my place to bake cookies. Haha =) it's been a fun day

going back to subang tmr (or today). not sure how i feel bout that . . . . hrmm. if there was some kind of technology to incorporate kch into subang . . . . . ches! something to add to ur survey

hope in a green cup

2006-04-08T01:55:00.001+08:00

exams are finally over!! wohoo. man. with the no of hours of sleep i got this week.. never done that before. hehe. u know theres been a study that says with every additional hr of sleep u deprive urself of (from the no of sleeping hrs required for ur age group), you lose an IQ point. not a good thing during exams. haha. ppl, i forsee lots and lots of green tea.

after the last exam went to pyramid with ray, su teng n phillips.. was spose to go join the others but they were going to red box first n ray had to be back in 15 by 4. so went to watch a movie instead. ice age 2.. haha =P it was not bad. spent the rest of the afternoon there till ray had to drop us back, then slept. sleep is good.

missing pic

2006-04-04T21:59:00.000+08:00

hrmm . not sure why this pic disappeared from the group of pics from the weekend. couldn't get it back in, so here it is : caroline, me, tasha n daphne

today's tuesday. smile =) monday's over.

weekend pics

2006-04-02T19:22:00.000+08:00

sleepy eyes.. caroline, me, tasha n daphne after ipoh gig

dinner table with most of the girls.. check out our AYA fest shirts!

left to right: sophie, brenda, carol, me, tash, daphne, amanda n ern suey

tash n i after sat session

hey!! ipoh/kampar gig (thurs- sat) was awesome! got some pics from tash =) hehe. will try to get more from sophie. back to studying..

give me a hand with this

2006-03-30T13:34:00.000+08:00

remember that feeling when u wished u could do smth that u couldn't do at the time u needed it the most? helplessness.. the worst feeling in the world.

Had the first paper for trials today.. maths P3. felt frustrated after exam cos lots of the questions I could do but not quite to the end..aurgh. kinda accepted it dy after lunch with tracy n annette.. vented a bit, then stoned.. feel much better now.

Hey but really gotta thank tracy for the study sessions too.. learn so much from her tutoring =D can actually understand the stuff now .sorry this blog is kinda dense.. lotsa writing n no pics. i’d put up pics but don’t have the cable for hp. will try next time..

...

2006-03-28T00:20:00.000+08:00

Went to the dentist today. found out i grind my teeth when in my sleep so the guy gave me this plastic retainer thingy to wear at night.. haha. Kinda remind me of those plastic fangs i got with that halloween costume when i was a kid. nostalgia.. wish i'd made the most of it when i was a kid. hrmm .i kinda miss home today

caffeine

2006-03-26T21:35:00.001+08:00

got home just now n fell asleep. again. need to break this cycle..!! it's terrible.. take naps during the day, then end up sleeping at like 5am.. with 8am class the next day. but somehow just keeps happening. bleh. don't blieve things just happen, so i guess i let it happen =P this is bad. Hrmm. on the way to summit this morn.. had the AND1 streetball challenge at summit’s entrance when drove in (followed jon’s car) so there were lotsa ppl in bball clothes. Smsed my bro to ask if he was coming, but it was early so think he was sleeping.

Anyway, was on choir today, n had PG huddle after service, combined the two pink campuses to celebrate michelle, maureen n tessie’s bday =D awesome. was spose to go for partner’s reception after but had to go for the easter audition thing first.. haha i was a real goofball, was pretty nervous. the songs r a lil unique, so harder to catch the timing n melody at some parts. chris looked so calm tho.. was really impressed. not bad man. Hehe. But guess it went alright ,despite the goofy-ness. joined partner’s reception after right when ps ryan was finishing up.. he said smth like 'are u ready to work?', then ps alex said grace cos they had lunch for us. Hung out with tracy n dorin waiting for jon to finish up his stuff to head back home. Ben ran thru the plucking for ‘my reason’ with me.. if he doesn’t go for ipoh/kampar then gotta play n sing.. raurg, gotta prac more!

Tracy was getting a lil stressed bout the exams.. understand how she feels. Sometimes u'd suddenly get so panicked like u just realize theres so much to study , and is there enough time?? The worst is when u suddenly wake up with that feeling.. like a heartattack. Not a healthy way to start ur day. Haha. Well, see u in the next post.

the pan that peter flew.

2006-03-23T23:59:00.001+08:00

so, had a pretty long day today. went for class .. bleh got back my chem practical paper. it was alright, but kinda disappointed . made some careless mistakes =P it's not kiasu-ism..! really! haha. oh wells.

hrmm oh yeah then went to the hub for set up n soundcheck.. played two of my songs at cc new sem party thing. whoa. was pretty nervous before, but playing it thru with aaron n double checking with the arrangements n stuff before really helped alot. calvin n the team did an innuendo song n i was after. it was good =) aaron, in his stylo-milo way, did an awesome job on acoustic. haha. peddle thingy. after the ppl left, hung w bryan, lucas n ben, n the result of tht playing on this page's music player. haha. had actstream prac after.. all in all a long, good day :)

read between the lines

2006-03-20T00:07:00.001+08:00

whoa. took a nap just now.. it's been a while since i slept before dark.. this was close to being comatosed .

owh thanks to evan for teaching my new stuff at ACTS kids music prac yesterday! played for the first time in ACTS kids today, and the kids are so adorable! this lil girl, alicia, has got my heart in her lil grubby hands. haha. it's their simple faith, w their really innocent way of praying.. shut their eyes real tight. could leave dy after praise n worship ended, but stayed thru their bible lesson n all.. was on choir as well so had to hustle backstage to join them again at alter call, but it was worth it :) every so often its good to b reminded the child-like faith

hrmm besides that.. walked with tracy n phebe to carrefour after church.. it was super sunny. calvin gave us a ride half way. grocery shopped n checked out a flower clip thingy trace was telling about in subang parade, only to find it was actually at the trinket market thingy outside carrefour. haha oh wells. chilled at dome as it rained outside. joy ended up giving phebes n i a lift home, as tracy headed to lee hom's concert now =D take lotsa pics girl!

btw, my bro, azian's in kl dy =) i've missed u!

still a lil bit

2006-03-17T00:23:00.000+08:00

Damien rice

fallen in love with damien rice. thanks ray. check it out, cannonball n his other stuff. haha. i just edited this cos the lyrics sound kinda wrong now :P it's a bit emo, n his lyrics can sound a lil like more than u wanna know, but i like his honesty, n the way he puts his words together.

just added his pic on top..hrmm .he's irish btw (looks kinda irish too)

broken ankles and GIG kuching

2006-03-13T19:32:00.001+08:00

haha. darn. had a blur moment today =P my housemate (joanne) - not taiwan joanne my ex-housemate, this one's from malacca- got knocked down by a car today! man, it's a big shock . just found out a while ago from adele. wanted to sms to ask if she's ok or if she needs anything..

me:hey joanne.. are u ok? heard u got knocked down by a car today.. are u alright??

joanne: what??

erm, long story short, i had the wrong joanne :P haha. she's from kuching n my coursemate, but not at all the joanne that got hit by a car. tak god joanne is alright =P got a broken ankle in the hospital, but she says she's ok. hopefully there'll b no complications .. she should be out again in a few days.

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other news is, we're just back from the GIG kuching, which was great! wow was really awesome =D hehe. arrived fri night w the team from bethany came picked us up. felt kinda funny to be doing a GIG in a place that's so familiar, kinda like being a visitor to ur own hometown. it was held at good news church, which is like just down the roundabout from my house n din get to go home the whole time. but that's ok, will be back again for april hols =)

anyway, they picked us from the airport (which looks so much like KLIA now) and brought us to bethany house to put our stuff. went for dinner at king centre .. kolo mee! haha it was fun to see the others so interested in the food.. ben ordered like one kolo mee n a bowl of smth else, then ordered another kolo mee but couldn't finish it. the bethany team were real friendly and hospitable.. wow. really blew me away. carol, daphne, sophie n i stayed in ps chelli's place, so din really get the chance to really hang out so much with them, but when we left, one of the girls ruth actually wrote these individual goodbye notes for us.. haha it was really sweet =) calvin n pastor stayed in ps chelli's place too n the rest of the team were in bethany house. got up at 5 the next morn.. cos din want to make pastor wait for us to shower n all to go for session. got ready by 7 but who knows we only left the house at 8. haha. at least it gave us some time to have our bible reading n got to chat with ps chelli n aunty may. got to gnc n had workshop in the morn with pastor n calvin.. they shared on relationships n fellowship. had a break in between so got to go around n talk with the ppl there.. was so sleepy by then think i sounded really blur. haha. oh wells. finished up the session n we moved upstairs to soundcheck n prac. it was really an awesome time.. prayed n by the time we ended i thought it was like 4.30 or 5pm.. turns out it was only 2.30 ! haha.. amazing. went out for drinks n went back to the house. showered n hung out with che chung n the others there in front of the tv.. next thing i knew, was asleep on the sofa. the concert that night was amazing.. was really blessed tho we were the team there to minister. azian came by to say hi, but din stay long.. miss him. met mit n sam when we arrived there that night, n they joined us for prayer. met some of the others from embacy n mad cow too; uncle kest, unc mervyn.. it was good. was so ready to eat by the time it ended cos it was a long day. broke fast at expert cafe where they've got pretty good food.. haha but it was kinda pity cos couldn't eat the stuff with meat.. sio bee.. kompiang.. beef noodles.. had the dem miang wu (is that how u spell it?) n gave all the lil fish ball n meat ball thingies to john yen. it was good tho =) sun morn we did a session in gnc again n ps kenneth preached a great msg bout 'excepts'. went back to pack after n ps chelli n che chung brought 4 of us n calvin around kch. felt like a tourist cos got to go to places i din really bother to go to when i'm back home.. like the cat museum. haha man haven't been there since that field trip in grade 5. it was really fun =) got back to the house n it was time to leave. sigh . all of us felt pretty down to go .. we really had a great time. slept thru the whole flight back n woke up super blur. brenda, ernsuey, albert n the rest came to fetch n went for dinner. broke fast with this lil strawberry choc thing that pastor bought. hehe. then went for dinner together at a restaraunt.. was pretty late by then so went back home n hung out with housemates b4 zzz. back to subang now but won't forget the great time in kch =)

ginger

2006-03-07T14:18:00.001+08:00

ilovemathsilovemathsilovemaths. repeat: ilovemathsilovemathsilovemaths.

maybe if i keep thinking it enough, it'll come true.

education. it's seems never ending...... kinda like those little bits of ginger u try to pull out of ur food but somehow always seem to end up biting anyway. yeah there's more to life than this but this is a part of life so come on just do it. haha ok besides, i probably couldn't give up.

on other things, i won't go out today. really.. i'm convicted. i won't go out today no matter who calls. i'll study n be good. haha.

ilovemathsilovemathsilovemaths. repeat: ilovemathsilovemathsilovemaths.

( there was a saying smth bout there's nth stronger than the will power of a determined woman. i hope its true.)

knowing urself

2006-03-06T00:48:00.001+08:00

dad came to visit today.. went to midvalley to eat n shop together. it was good, got to talk more with him. haha. um not to say that don't talk much with him usually .. but it was fun =) think the only downer with this feeling i had on our way back to 15 . just felt sad. hard to explain... well. guess i'll miss him. haha this sounds weird but when i watched him leave, was scared what if he doesn't come back. anyway. reached home n hung out with the housemates still around.. cos most of them go back to hometown for weekends n only get back late sun nite.. then they had to go out too so was alone at home. din help much with the depression thing. sat in my room/cubicle and studied some.. listened to music.. tried downloading stuff with tracy giving instructions on the phone (failed) ... was half spaced out by the time calvin called to go for a drink. said yes before he finished his sentence. joined him, che chung, joseph n jane. hehe . calvin reasoned tht w our 40-day fast n prayer starting tmr, it was reason to wack good food.. ate at SS2, n after dinner, had tong sui at KTZ (can't go to SS2 n not have that!) got back late n the house was noisy again w housemates watching project Runway .. blissfully noisy :) there are times when u want to b lost in the noise of the crowd.